In September 2019 I got to spend a few days visiting Keiron at “The Philadelphia Office,” a hermetic studio of sorts that he maintained in Philadelphia for several years. Having had conversations, played chess, and photographed inside many of Keiron's studio spaces before, I was prepared for an inspiring experience. I did not, however, expect that Keiron's self-described sketches in stone, would leave an indelible impact on the way I make and think about objects.
Yesterday I went to see Keiron’s work in a show. He had arranged many stones for the occasion, some carved and some uncarved, within the context of a gallery. The public nature of the gallery space allowed me to witness the work in my own way as well as witness the ways other people responded to the work.
I was overwhelmed by happiness for Keiron, believing that people’s energy and attention would transfer into the work and nourish the stones like water for plants. But beneath my feelings of celebration, I couldn’t stave off a small and shameful feeling of covetousness. Having talked and thought so much about these stones, having photographed and made prints of them, and even having helped Keiron move them on one or two occasions, I found myself projecting a narrative of impudence onto these strangers as they gasped and smiled and showered the work with their love. What did they know about where those stones came from? What did they know about Keiron and the sacrifices he had made so that those stones could exist before them?
Several hours later, I found myself involved in a conversation about tourism and the collection of cultural artifacts from abroad. I didn't say much in the conversation, not wanting to take up space, but enjoyed listening to one guest’s provocative inquisition and the host’s agreeable defenses. Are these objects being represented as trophies of conquest? Are these objects being used as part of a ritual that expresses reverence for the culture that created them? Are the objects maybe even better off untethered to the intentions of their creator, expanding their identity to encompass new meaning and life under new contexts?
Keiron's sketches in stone have helped many of the aforementioned questions percolate inside of me for years. One way I think about his work is through the simple fact of their re-contextualization - they have been brought from there to here and placed in such a way for your consideration. In this sense the stones are like R.Mutt’s toilet and Duchamp's gesture of placing an allegedly non-art object on a pedestal in an art gallery. I like to take this sculptural gesture of re-contextualization and stretch it across media into the realm of the photographic; then I like to take it one step further and say that this gesture boils down to the very essence of the photographic impulse. The camera is the tourist, snatching up surface appearances in order to reproduce them at a later date within the context of the tourist’s own language, materials, and space.
I use a camera to consider something that I love, or something I think I can learn about love from. The photographic process is an attempt to draw out the moment of intimacy between photographer and subject. When I make a photograph I try to clear my mind of preconceptions, I want to see my subject forming questions or answers in a language unique to their body.
Photographing these sketches in stone, which are Keiron’s “artworks” - for lack of a better term, is an especially perplexing experience for me because it complicates notions I hold around authorship. Keiron has not asked me to photograph his work and he has not paid me to do it. Long ago I had the idea to photograph Keiron’s work, Keiron was perfectly happy to facilitate my idea and I continue to do so for reasons that I do not fully understand. I don’t know that I can call these photographs my artwork, I don’t even know that it matters whether they are, or are not, my artwork. If someone wanted to buy my photograph of Keiron’s work, I would split any earnings with him evenly. I know that I am compelled to make these photographs, and my doing so has not gone unrewarded, however opaque those rewards may be.
Over the last several years as I have increased the seriousness with which I consider photography, I have questioned the line between photography and other artistic mediums. I have been proud of photography and embarrassed by it. I have called photography he/him, painting she/her, and sculpture they/them; but what if there is no difference between these media, really? What if one of Keiron’s sketches in stone – a composition of uncarved stones positioned in such and such a way, is actually my photograph drawing in sand – a composition of lines left in sand by the outgoing tide? What if none of us are the author, but merely fingers that point at the moon?